Thursday, March 31


9:01:00 PM



i've been so busy this entire week. Last week, i was doing absolutely nothing. i miss last week.

i've been going to TP for briefings, tests and interviews for a certain module. i've no idea why i'm doing this. i'm not even interested in the module. stupid me.

i've also been doing 2 jobs, both of which lands me in Orchard MRT Station bugging people.

i'll be quitting my job as a talent scout after i've worked for another 5 times. i'll probably just do charity work (yes, me) by selling candles. do support me if you happen to drop by Orchard MRT Station. BUY FROM ME ONLY! i've to admit my boss is really cute =p

so, i'm really exhausted. do offer to give me a massage or treat me to a manicure+pedicure+eyebrow threading+hair cut. prettyplease i've absolutely no time to do ALL of that =(

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Monday, March 28


7:41:00 PM



had so much fun during orientation today.shouted my throat hoarse.mon..if only ya didnt go ac.sigh.see i'm missing ya crapiness already.dun let ya ego swell:P

will be game i/cs for today and tomz.it's so cool.e feelin of ppl suckin up to ya rocks.muahahaz.it's lik they'll be callin ya chiobu and stuff and and..jus plain suckin up-which is unfortunately so not true.so i'm no chiobu or wad shit,but it still feels good lying to yourself.haha.
think i'll be quitting choir already.i'll miss those abba songs.they're sooo nice.abba rocks.should i join odac or netball?reali wanma try netball but e stoopid teacher i/c is ms choi!dat retarted grumpy menopausey woman.she jus scolded some of us for playin bridge while painting e sargas flag e other day..lik wad we're not contributing to e group and jus makin noise.bleah.i hate her.

horrible flu.

gladys

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Sunday, March 27


6:20:00 PM



happy easter!!

if only i celebrate easter..but i dun!i wanna savour those dark choc easter eggs.yummy.give meee:D

orientation's startin tomz.woohoo.

england won!england won!england won!
e match was soo nice..den again when hav england matches not been nice?rooney was way to go man.so impressed by him.he was so determine..but eventualli he didnt score.sigh.i love gerrard.he has dis air around him whenever he plays.let him captain england nx time!beckham sucks okie.only his free kicks are good daaats all.bro said he doesnt perform in big matches..too bad.sad.

thinkin of doodling on my file later.lik with ron's suave pics.cool.i can't wait.
searching nice pics of him..i'm not sick((:

let my throat heal.bleah.

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5:01:00 PM





I WANT.

7 SEASONS OF BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER.
10,000 COPIES MADE.

abercrombie ezra fitch boot jeans and denim mini. I WANT.

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Saturday, March 26


9:47:00 PM



i'm having a bad throat.how horrible.all e late nights..pizzas..hours online are doin no good.

can't wait for e england match tonight!too bad ron ain't playin.no eye candy.toobadd.think e portugal match is on wed.i'm so gonna catch it.

left my watch at jo's place.i feel so blardy dis orientated without my watch.
mom's bday yesterday.had a buffte dinner.you wun believe it, e spread of gastronomical delights was fab.awesome.i ate so much i felt so bloated after dat.i'm such a pigg at times.went to clark quay for a lil walk later.saw e reverse bungee.man!so cool lar.i'm gonna try dat some time.walked pass those clubs and stuff..it was hott.watched e iran vs japan match at dis hotel lobby.some iranians were askin where were we from.he heard it as nepal.lik wad e hell..do i look lik a nepalese to you.magaritas tastes yummy.

miss you.

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9:32:00 PM



i'm having a bad throat.how horrible.all e late nights..pizzas..hours online are doin no good.

can't wait for e england match tonight!too bad ron ain't playin.no eye candy.toobadd.think e portugal match is on wed.i'm so gonna catch it.

left my watch at jo's place.i feel so blardy dis orientated without my watch.
mom's bday yesterday.had a buffte dinner.you wun believe it, e spread of gastronomical delights was fab.awesome.i ate so much i felt so bloated after dat.i'm such a pigg at times.went to clark quay for a lil walk later.saw e reverse bungee.man!so cool lar.i'm gonna try dat some time.walked pass those clubs and stuff..it was hott.watched e iran vs japan match at dis hotel lobby.some iranians were askin where were we from.he heard it as nepal.lik wad e hell..do i look lik a nepalese to you.magaritas tastes yummy.

miss you.

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Thursday, March 24


7:34:00 PM



there's no sch today.goood.wait till next week comes; all e hectic orientation stuff sure gonna bring back my mood swings.sheesh.

i've made a resolution to think twice befor i speak.it's lik stuff jus shoots off my gap and den i go on blabbering without thinkin.i've mellowed..wadeva.

went back to sch today.did e sargas flag..practised our new cheers and danced.whee.fun.saw jieyi and lihuan.jieyi told me bout her "series of unfortunate events".so sad lar.i'm hoping dat e idiotic brat who stoles her fone gets rammed by a car today and and..get tossed over the hood of e car.oh man i'm so sadistic.but listen to jieyi lar..she got her appeal to worry bout and now dat idiot steals her phone.jieyi good luck alrite((:

familarity breeds contempt.so very true.

goin to aunt's bbq later..yay!my lil cousins are sooo cute:D

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Sunday, March 20


1:40:00 PM



my freakin com is controlling my emotions.it keeps gettin hanged.
i feel lik cussing and swearing at it.
i hate inanimate objects.

class gathering was okie yesterday.jus dat so lil peeps turned up for it!but it was fine.didnt bridge and stuff.jus talked.shan was so excited over everythin and anythin.it was hilarious.den we teased her when she was on the phone with you-noe-who.they were lik wad tokin bout balls?i dunno.it was ultra comical.
ate at thaipan and wanjie insisted of treating.obvioously we didnt allow.dat gal was wearin this army lookin shirt and pants.she kinda looked as if she just came back from reservice.so funny.
ate lotsa stuff after dat.chips ice cream.i think i'll be growing fat.i haven been exercising much reali.jus went out - shopped alot.talked alot.
i miss 4e2.if only more peeps went.

sch's startin tomz.
so fast.
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Friday, March 18


10:53:00 PM



haven updated for a long long time.my com is mad.it is conked out yet again.
e entire march holiday was so fufilling.so happpiieee.haha.
had ogl camp on mon and tues.we rock man.sargas rocks.sargas 1 rocks my world!lolx.
played wet and wild, mmm, tea games..wadeva all e cheering and stuff was so cool.i love e councillors, jiayan..everybody.mabbe cos e real studyin part have yet to start..i'm havin fun at mj:))either dat or all e propaganda from e councillors is working.they kept makin us say cheers lik "meridian meridian is e best".oh well..

painted banner for orientation on wed and thurs.went home at nine almost nded to climb over e gates.so scary.was afraid i would get stuck on top of e gate.e new batch better appreciate all e hardwork and effort put in.joseph..made us do e banner.jus e four pathetic us.luckily he came to help.but den again it was so much fun.painted everyone all over.e neck and stuff.screaming our throats hoarse.aneesha is in my grp.she's quite nice after all:)den there was dingqiang and his co,kept playin and playin their songs.i could go deaf hearin em.chinese orchestra.haha.dingqiang's nice but he said i sounded lik an auntie over e phone.how dare he.
mom prepared extra nuggets so i brought it to sch yesterday.ungrateful fabian took em and dipped em in blue paint.disgusting.den well we played around.had a bad encounter with ms choi.dat stoopid retarded pe teacher with terribly ungroomed hair.well den there was e fire extinguisher accident.fabian and co took it out and SPRAYYYYed it at us.urgh.sinyee and my mouth was kinda open.e taste was disgusting!eeee.rancid(jo!!) taste.haha.well an experience of a lifetime.

sargas banner is way cool.thanks to those arty peeps in my grp.we hav a pic of a scorpion.stings..claws smeared with bloood.damn nice.sargas rocks man.haha.

went shoppin today with jo and mom.i bought a pink top.lik PINK.was pondering over e purchase..but well lemme brighten up my wardrobe a lil.my first pink top.cool.

i'm tired.econs hmk can go eat shit.
tomz is 4e2 gatherin!yay:D


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Sunday, March 6


4:53:00 PM



i'm goin back to mj.
dumb dumb.

after all e trips to sp, to tp, all e queries from diff ppl.i'm still goin to jc after all.
dad talked to me.mom talked to me.yeap they're rite.they woke me up in time..i was jus too lazy to study for a's.actualli who wants to?i dun wanna go thru all e mugging in jc all over again.but i guess dats life.jus organise ya time better lor.
i've submitted e jae thingy already also..so there.it's final.great.now i feel more relieved.it's lik somethin is being lifted off my chest.

i guess there's always nv a correct path to take.perhaps jus try ya best(:

now there's an econs test tomz.i cant do anythin bout it cos i've filed my notes in e file which was sent to e teachers for checking.i think i'm e only dumb idiot who did dat.i bet e test wouldnt even be counted anyway.i jus hope it's not some essay thingy.i will jus DIE.

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Saturday, March 5


8:54:00 PM



i change my mind everyday.i'm goin in circles.i'm goin nowhere.i need directions.help

dad talked to me.he adviced me to go jc.parents were okie with me in poly at first, but now..this.
dun ask me why i'm such a fickled ass.i can't help it either.

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1:02:00 PM



i just submitted my JAEthing.

i chose Temasek Polytechnic over Singapore Polytechnic. even in making career-deciding decisions, i'm still good ole' miss materialistic! i believe TP has better facilities than SP. TP is definately more prestigious than SP. i can't help feel excited when i see loads of apple computers -- especially the imac G5 EVERYWHERE! oh, the sleekness! white is so sexy! ooh!

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10:01:00 AM



up till last night i was still reali sure i'm goin poly.well and den came dis morning.my dad came to tok to me.i trust my dad, he's so much more objective den my mom.he was sayin how i'll be limiting my chances if i go to poly cos i'll den be reali specializing in depth.it's lik why should i give up when i haven even try.i dunno lar!and e lecturer in sp was sayin how most optometerist graduates usuali work in specs shop and dat it's hard gettin into uni after dat cos very lil oversea uni offer dat course so its kinda competitive.bleahhh.xinyi i'll go jogging with you man.it's reali tough thinkin thru all these stuff.

i tried tossing a coin.it kept landin on e "flowery" side.it aint fair at all.

i dunno.help.i'm so blardy sure i was goin to poly already..if moe didnt extend e jae dateline.now i've got to think.think somemore.daddie's gonna tok to me again tonight.i'm in such a bad mood.
jamming with mon and gang later.i'll jus feel better.
soccer tonight.great.

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Thursday, March 3


8:26:00 PM



okie i'm goin poly for sure.optometry.so wad if i got ten.atleast now i got a goal to work towards to in poly.and with internship and hands on it should be more interesting.i'm not being rash cos i've tot thru it for a reali long time already.since last weekend.i've talked to so many peeps askin for advice and stuff.so wish me luck:)i need all e luck to survive in poly-a completely new env.it's gonna be exciting, i hope.

dun ask me if i'm reali sure.cos dat question reali haunts me.

i'll miss mj..for e peeps there.my og frens, seniors, classmates, tk peeps.arrr!i did mass dance with e ogls today.so fun!will poly have mass dance too?i nv knew i like mj(not e study part larr) so much until today.blehh.
wateched mj soccer vs jjc in e evening.we won!3-1.so cool rite.den everyone did e mj medley.dingqiang was sayin dat our soccer team is reali strong.haha.rite.
but it was fun lar..and loko guess wad!i saw ZOsMA.he looked wierder.i dunno his hair is lik way out of shape now.not dat ya actuali care..with POpopo around now.cringes.den i saw jeremy while dancing..i'll miss him!he's such a great choir senior.full of cockiness.but reali nice.

i've made up my mind.no more psycho-ing from others.i jus hope i wil get into dat course.orelse i've to go back to mj and endure all e studies again.sheesh.

jo and cherlyn crashed mj today for lik one stoopid chem period.but it was fun.we talked.

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Wednesday, March 2


4:40:00 PM





so here's a pic of ron to cheer me up. :)

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3:51:00 PM



I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away


dis song is stuck in my head.been watching its replay on nick.

so take a risk.go poly.
be a optometrist.sounds interesting.
why?why e sudden need to think bout e future.cos silly me is not willing to take a's..i dun wanna go for a's without e knowledge of wad i aspire to be next time.i dun wanna go thru chinese project work gp and all other subs.i dun wanna spend 2yrs of my life mugging, slogging, doin mudane stuff most of e time.jc life will be so blardy busy.but perhaps e only thing den make me wanna go for a's ise fact tt it gives me more time to think bout wad i wanna be.
somehow i noe my limits.i noe dat even if i do work hard.a's wun be easy.c'mon i'm no bright kid.i dun even think e modules in uni are interesting at e very first place.things will change, so they say.
i wanna noe wad i wanna be.i want a goal.arrrrrrrr.so there.THINK.
THINK THINK THINK

i dun mind studyin e eye, researchin on lens, or educating small lil spoilt brats to stop glueing onto their tv screems.go for e diploma get a degree overseas.and tadaah!i'll be an eye specialist.
easier said den done.
opportunity cost: i'll miss nat, lei and those peeps in mj.i might jus miss choir practices too..with sweedy around.
i sound depressing.FU**.wadeva.

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12:25:00 AM



As requested by *Xinying:

Xinying is a bright and confident student. She is disciplined and has the potential to achieve work of a high standard. In team work, she shows committment and enthusiasm. Coupled with her dilligence and resourcefulness, she should be able to will definately go far in her future endeavours.XINYING IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE STUDENTS AND I LOVE HER TOO, BUT NOT AS MUCH AS THE WONDERFUL JOANNE.


LOL.

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Tuesday, March 1


11:37:00 PM



READ:

Joanne is sociable and outgoing. As a member of the Class Welfare Committee, she enjoys organising activites for the class.


that, my dear friends, is my testimonial.

i was NEVER part of the Welfare Committee! i was the TREASURER!

that fucking, wedged in the mind, all screws loose, idiot, spinster Lam HATES me!

that supposed testimonial is only one line long! it should be at LEAST a PARAGRAPH long!

even if it's ONE MISERABLE line, make it accurate.

and don't start the year claiming you'll place some effort to know us.
i LOATHE you, your inane views on life and that darn smug you carry around!

Joanne is a wonderful student to teach. she is dilligent and always willing to learn. she is also disciplined and puts alot of effort in her work. blahblahblahsheisgreatblahblahblah...... SHE IS MY FAVOURITE STUDENT AND I LOVE HER.


i'm a bad, bad teacher. i couldn't finish the syullbus on time and my students HATE ME. i'm going to kill myself. i just wish i could find my better half first.
-LAM


bitching stops here.
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GLAD is in an "utterly confused state".

"why we innocent lil 16 reachin 17 year olds have to think bout future so quickly?"

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