Monday, July 31
10:48:00 AM
Thanks cheese!
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Sunday, July 30
7:27:00 PM
so i realized;
this entire week is f**king upsetting.
i havent, havent felt lik this for a long long while.
you know, we're all right. in our own ways for our own reasons.
compromising is so hard to come by these days.
gladys
this entire week is f**king upsetting.
i havent, havent felt lik this for a long long while.
you know, we're all right. in our own ways for our own reasons.
compromising is so hard to come by these days.
gladys
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12:05:00 AM
I'm so frustrated, I'll blow up. My parents keep fucking calling me. They are bloody uptight for no fucking reason.
Tonight, I sat at an eating house to accompany a friend for dinner. Our table was quite. I couldn't think of what to say.
I don't like to be restricted. The restriction on me affects the person around me. I hate it! I want to run away.
We walked me home. It was quite and so disturbing that I didn't quite know what to say, again.
I sat on the steps of the fight of staircase beside my unit for an hour before I went in and I blew up. My dad was speechless. I'm still very annoyed, to the point that I'm vivid with anger. I hardly get mad at anyone; it really takes up too much energy. But tonight I couldn't not finally get angry. I wish I didn't though. Maybe if we talked it would be better. But really, I rather we not talk, at all.
Now, I'm just upset.
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Tonight, I sat at an eating house to accompany a friend for dinner. Our table was quite. I couldn't think of what to say.
I don't like to be restricted. The restriction on me affects the person around me. I hate it! I want to run away.
We walked me home. It was quite and so disturbing that I didn't quite know what to say, again.
I sat on the steps of the fight of staircase beside my unit for an hour before I went in and I blew up. My dad was speechless. I'm still very annoyed, to the point that I'm vivid with anger. I hardly get mad at anyone; it really takes up too much energy. But tonight I couldn't not finally get angry. I wish I didn't though. Maybe if we talked it would be better. But really, I rather we not talk, at all.
Now, I'm just upset.
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Saturday, July 29
8:58:00 PM
I hate waiting. It's a crazy amount of anitcipation. The yearning for time to come/pass always places me in a state of great disturbance. Then there's the insane boredom and the incoherent thoughts that wonder through your mind. Waiting just leaves me almost dead.
Sometimes I think I deserve to wait because I'm always late. I try to be on time but I'm lazy and slow, and thus tardy. I've got Alicia Keys' Karma, stuck in my head now. Excellent.
But the waiting never kills me, 'cos 'walla' whatever I am waiting for FINALLY appears and brings me back to life again! Lalala.
Right now, I'm waiting and dying at home. Did I mention I hate to wait, even thought I might deserve it? I'm going mad as a hatter here.
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Sometimes I think I deserve to wait because I'm always late. I try to be on time but I'm lazy and slow, and thus tardy. I've got Alicia Keys' Karma, stuck in my head now. Excellent.
But the waiting never kills me, 'cos 'walla' whatever I am waiting for FINALLY appears and brings me back to life again! Lalala.
Right now, I'm waiting and dying at home. Did I mention I hate to wait, even thought I might deserve it? I'm going mad as a hatter here.
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Friday, July 28
8:07:00 AM
lifehouse-breathing
"I'm finding my way back to sanity again
Though I don't really know what
I'm gonna do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of grace
'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to
Sit outside Heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be, yeah...
Where I wanna be...
I am looking past the shadows
In my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God, which one is you
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel alive
And break these calluses off of me
One more time
'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be, yeah...
I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me, waiting
For the scraps to fall
Off of your table to the ground
La Da Da La Da Da Da Da Da
'Cause I just want to be here now
'Cause I am hanging on every word you're sayin'
Even if you don't wanna speak tonight, that's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside Heaven's door
And listen to you breathing
It's where I wanna be, yeah...(x2)
Where I wanna be...
Where I wanna be..."
i'm tired too you know.
last weekend, i tried to be there for you; only to be asked away.
you share so much laughters with others, but not me. almost, that is.
yes times have changed, ppl have changed; and that
includes you.
forget it, almighty.
gladys
"I'm finding my way back to sanity again
Though I don't really know what
I'm gonna do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of grace
'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to
Sit outside Heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be, yeah...
Where I wanna be...
I am looking past the shadows
In my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God, which one is you
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel alive
And break these calluses off of me
One more time
'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be, yeah...
I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me, waiting
For the scraps to fall
Off of your table to the ground
La Da Da La Da Da Da Da Da
'Cause I just want to be here now
'Cause I am hanging on every word you're sayin'
Even if you don't wanna speak tonight, that's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside Heaven's door
And listen to you breathing
It's where I wanna be, yeah...(x2)
Where I wanna be...
Where I wanna be..."
i'm tired too you know.
last weekend, i tried to be there for you; only to be asked away.
you share so much laughters with others, but not me. almost, that is.
yes times have changed, ppl have changed; and that
includes you.
forget it, almighty.
gladys
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Wednesday, July 26
12:53:00 AM
I'm very jealous!!!
The other multicam group invited mrbrown and mr miyagi for their recording last week and I only found out today when I saw their script! RAHH! My group thought of inviting them too but we settled on the Singapore Paranormal Investigators (SPI) instead. SIGH! I'm such a mb and mm fan!! :((((
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The other multicam group invited mrbrown and mr miyagi for their recording last week and I only found out today when I saw their script! RAHH! My group thought of inviting them too but we settled on the Singapore Paranormal Investigators (SPI) instead. SIGH! I'm such a mb and mm fan!! :((((
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Monday, July 24
2:17:00 AM
I love my cheesy friend :)
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Sunday, July 23
11:29:00 PM
"you and i are cheese!" ((:
bro, i hope you are feeling better.
gladys
bro, i hope you are feeling better.
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3:19:00 PM
omg. jo, our reputation is at stake.
went to visit my matchstickish friend yesterday.
she looks the same, that is, without all the MAC (may i emphasize) makeup. yea so we did all the usual girls stuff and once again she was a perv. peeping thru the toilet door, tailing along my sillouette, proclaiming my erm acitivities.
but well, it is always great catching up with old friends(:
poof.the weekend is almost gone.
that blardy toy competition. it took up the entire thurs fri sat and half of sun.
but, fortunately, we've made our toy:)
a motorized maglev train model. yipeeee.
all thanks to shawn and oon.
gladys
went to visit my matchstickish friend yesterday.
she looks the same, that is, without all the MAC (may i emphasize) makeup. yea so we did all the usual girls stuff and once again she was a perv. peeping thru the toilet door, tailing along my sillouette, proclaiming my erm acitivities.
but well, it is always great catching up with old friends(:
poof.the weekend is almost gone.
that blardy toy competition. it took up the entire thurs fri sat and half of sun.
but, fortunately, we've made our toy:)
a motorized maglev train model. yipeeee.
all thanks to shawn and oon.
gladys
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2:04:00 AM
This is weird. Weird, weird, weird.
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Saturday, July 22
7:26:00 PM
Glad came over to learn to apply eyeliner and we took some silly photos with Apple's Photo Booth on my MacBookPro.
Enjoy, I think.
I know there are some 'act cute' photos, just laugh them off, ya? We won't attempt such shots ever again!
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6:32:00 PM
I'm gonna post up a series of spastic (some quite nice lah)photos in a while. Heh heh heh.
I'll make dinner first.
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Friday, July 21
10:44:00 PM
I was going to take a shower in the shower (haha, I had to write that), so I peeled off my clothes when I was finally down to my underwear, I realised other than a towel I didn't bring in any other clothing. I could just wrap myself with the towel after my shower, but I don't want my family to see me 'clothed' in such a manner. So I put my dirty clothes back on and here I am blogging (instead of taking a fresh change of clothes). I probably only have 15 minutes to shower, since I'm expecting a call from my short, yellow friend, Gladys, at around 11pm.
Okay, have to hurry off to get cleaned now!
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Thursday, July 20
11:42:00 AM
I got up real early today, like at 10am... erm 10.33am. Maybe the rest of you had to wake up at six or seven in the morning but this is an achievement for me. See, I got up early (earlier than usual) to eat breakfast!
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Wednesday, July 19
12:54:00 AM
I hate all you mean people.
One more month till the end of the semester. I really can't wait for the good kind of boredom to come!
A few days ago I was thinking if I had to list my top 10 favorite things, I wouldn't know what they are and I probably wouldn't know how to rank them. But, M.A.C and fireworks would be in the list. Oh yes, pokey too. :)
I'm so tired. I went for kickboxing today. I hate how I cannot look anywhere near aggressive when I'm punching or kicking air. I look like I'm picking flowers. ARGH! Also, I bloody cannot coordinate but it was fun. Kel told me coordination will come with practice, I said coordination disability is an inborn defect. Haha. Then I went for his flex class. It was so peaceful; the lights were switched off and candles were lit. But it was too peaceful. I felt so sleepy towards the end. Stretching is also very painful. I've another inborn defect, I'm inflexible. Whoopee! I'm a retard!
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One more month till the end of the semester. I really can't wait for the good kind of boredom to come!
A few days ago I was thinking if I had to list my top 10 favorite things, I wouldn't know what they are and I probably wouldn't know how to rank them. But, M.A.C and fireworks would be in the list. Oh yes, pokey too. :)
I'm so tired. I went for kickboxing today. I hate how I cannot look anywhere near aggressive when I'm punching or kicking air. I look like I'm picking flowers. ARGH! Also, I bloody cannot coordinate but it was fun. Kel told me coordination will come with practice, I said coordination disability is an inborn defect. Haha. Then I went for his flex class. It was so peaceful; the lights were switched off and candles were lit. But it was too peaceful. I felt so sleepy towards the end. Stretching is also very painful. I've another inborn defect, I'm inflexible. Whoopee! I'm a retard!
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Tuesday, July 18
12:04:00 AM
I need to follow advice to eat more during the first six hours after waking up and to eat less as the day goes by. I'm doing the complete oppsite. Why is it so difficult to listen to what people have to say?
I just found out yesterday that I've low blood pressure. My entire family has high blood pressure (and might die anytime soon) though. I wonder if they picked up the wrong baby from the hospital.
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I just found out yesterday that I've low blood pressure. My entire family has high blood pressure (and might die anytime soon) though. I wonder if they picked up the wrong baby from the hospital.
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Sunday, July 16
12:03:00 PM
my dear friend,
so i guess it's none other then me.
the way you put everything across; left me with a twinge of sadness.
but wad can i say?
indeed, you did not have to give a shit.
yes go on.
i'm selfish, i give all my time to him, we dun have those heart to heart conversations anymore. blah blah blah.
perhaps, you allude the gradual change to him.
yet have you realized, more often then not, i've felt neglected.
your chatty, cheerful nature did made you many friends, and forget some.
no more phone conversations, no more shared secret or woes.
nothing.
even the chemistry; one ponders.
i guess i've got nothing to say.
yes, you are the greatest and i'm the ungrateful one.
gladys
so i guess it's none other then me.
the way you put everything across; left me with a twinge of sadness.
but wad can i say?
indeed, you did not have to give a shit.
yes go on.
i'm selfish, i give all my time to him, we dun have those heart to heart conversations anymore. blah blah blah.
perhaps, you allude the gradual change to him.
yet have you realized, more often then not, i've felt neglected.
your chatty, cheerful nature did made you many friends, and forget some.
no more phone conversations, no more shared secret or woes.
nothing.
even the chemistry; one ponders.
i guess i've got nothing to say.
yes, you are the greatest and i'm the ungrateful one.
gladys
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11:54:00 AM
so i'm gonna get my phone back today; it's about time anyway.
they took more then a week to service that blardy phone.
gonna watch pirates today. yipeeeeee(:
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they took more then a week to service that blardy phone.
gonna watch pirates today. yipeeeeee(:
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Thursday, July 13
10:12:00 PM
I'm so excited! mrbrown's printing the Tur Kwa, and I am Singaporean T-shirt!
I can't wait! I'm getting the Tur Kwa one!
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8:58:00 PM
omg. i didnt know i would even consider not going for prom.
but well, i am.
it's tough you know. when 7 out of 10 girls in your class are NOT going. and the two who most probably are would not share the same table. i wish tk could have a table of our own. let's just say, i wish we were all in the same class. lei, ahbah, pihuan, wee, cherlyn yadah yadahh.
and the out-of-the-world price ticket is worth a hefty 95 bucks. it's pan pacific, you know. i dun care how many awards that hotel receive, i want to know where all that money goes to. talk about transparency ehh.
i have been doubtful of my sanity recently. yet, you never gave up.
gladys
but well, i am.
it's tough you know. when 7 out of 10 girls in your class are NOT going. and the two who most probably are would not share the same table. i wish tk could have a table of our own. let's just say, i wish we were all in the same class. lei, ahbah, pihuan, wee, cherlyn yadah yadahh.
and the out-of-the-world price ticket is worth a hefty 95 bucks. it's pan pacific, you know. i dun care how many awards that hotel receive, i want to know where all that money goes to. talk about transparency ehh.
i have been doubtful of my sanity recently. yet, you never gave up.
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2:06:00 PM
I've got so many deadlines to adhere to. Boo! I've got no time to paint my nails, go to the hair salon or get waxed! I also miss going to the gym. I'm getting flabby! I must try to squeeze all that, a trip to the MAC counter (She-Shines collection!) and my assignments into this weekend's schedule!
I want to curl up into a ball and hide.
On a completely unrelated note, I love Apple's iCal!
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I want to curl up into a ball and hide.
On a completely unrelated note, I love Apple's iCal!
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Tuesday, July 11
9:50:00 PM
well. i am pro england and obviously still pro ron.
nvm both are ousted in world cup already. in fact, the latter has ended.
heard news that ronaldo demands to leave manu, even epl-as he is apparently regarded as a hate figure in england at the present moment.noooooooo! cannot! then i will never ever see him on tv again. you tell me which channel got portugese cup whatsoever? wahlauu.
school has been a bore. can they do something about the sickening timetable? (hint: shift all econs lessons to the last period.) and since my gp teacher has been horribly sick these days, tomz time table will be lik break; break(2 whole-fiftymins-each periods of gp); lecture; lecture; break; break; break; MATH LECTURE! get a life and let us go home. with just two pathetic lectures, we end school at 415. stoopid kanasai school admin; once again.
bahhhh.
anyway jo: i'll visit you either nx weekend on this. you choose(:
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nvm both are ousted in world cup already. in fact, the latter has ended.
heard news that ronaldo demands to leave manu, even epl-as he is apparently regarded as a hate figure in england at the present moment.noooooooo! cannot! then i will never ever see him on tv again. you tell me which channel got portugese cup whatsoever? wahlauu.
school has been a bore. can they do something about the sickening timetable? (hint: shift all econs lessons to the last period.) and since my gp teacher has been horribly sick these days, tomz time table will be lik break; break(2 whole-fiftymins-each periods of gp); lecture; lecture; break; break; break; MATH LECTURE! get a life and let us go home. with just two pathetic lectures, we end school at 415. stoopid kanasai school admin; once again.
bahhhh.
anyway jo: i'll visit you either nx weekend on this. you choose(:
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Monday, July 3
12:47:00 PM
england is OUT!
!@#$#$*&**#$%&%@#$##$%#^%&&*&*
well now, i still love ronaldo for his arrogance and handsome goodlooks; but yet (at the same time) i loate him for his winning penalty.
but look at it this way, it was rooney foul temper. he spoilt everything. time to change boy.time to GROW up. see those stoopid rich kids, they are just worth billions, nothing else. when do they realise that it takes more to this life than filling their already fat bank account. he ruined england's hope. so you say he has the talent? perhaps he should learn to exploit it.
someone teach him the importance of anger management, please.
i am feelin utterly miserable. i could have thrown the television set out of my window last nite.
gladys
!@#$#$*&**#$%&%@#$##$%#^%&&*&*
well now, i still love ronaldo for his arrogance and handsome goodlooks; but yet (at the same time) i loate him for his winning penalty.
but look at it this way, it was rooney foul temper. he spoilt everything. time to change boy.time to GROW up. see those stoopid rich kids, they are just worth billions, nothing else. when do they realise that it takes more to this life than filling their already fat bank account. he ruined england's hope. so you say he has the talent? perhaps he should learn to exploit it.
someone teach him the importance of anger management, please.
i am feelin utterly miserable. i could have thrown the television set out of my window last nite.
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Saturday, July 1
3:46:00 PM
so we have a long weekend and it's time to play.
and i shant resign to the fate that we still have two more papers.
went out on thurs nite with alden to hougang mall. jus ate talked and lazed around. yesterday wasnt very fruitful either. went to visit shawn and spent an entire work-free day together. last evening, alden bro was once again enticing me with his betting activities and this time i succumbed to the temptations.
but, i lost. (beginner's luck, ehh?)
i bet draw home(germany wins). and they win okkay. but i get no money- cos germ won on penalties.
WALAUUU.
goin swimming later.wheeee. stoopid shanchun said i put powder the other day. nonoo. i dun wanna be fair.
portugal vs england tonight!ronaldo galore:)
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and i shant resign to the fate that we still have two more papers.
went out on thurs nite with alden to hougang mall. jus ate talked and lazed around. yesterday wasnt very fruitful either. went to visit shawn and spent an entire work-free day together. last evening, alden bro was once again enticing me with his betting activities and this time i succumbed to the temptations.
but, i lost. (beginner's luck, ehh?)
i bet draw home(germany wins). and they win okkay. but i get no money- cos germ won on penalties.
WALAUUU.
goin swimming later.wheeee. stoopid shanchun said i put powder the other day. nonoo. i dun wanna be fair.
portugal vs england tonight!ronaldo galore:)
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1:29:00 AM
Unexpected things have been happening lately. RAH! I don't need some spice in my life! A good cup of tea or a great day at the gym is enough, for now. Right now, I would just like things to remain in routine. I want to fill my spaces in my personal calendar and stick to them. It's so much safer.
Ya, I sound old and unwilling to venture further. At this point in time, I don't need to or maybe I can't move anymore.
Rest, rest and rest. Seven more weeks to the next semester break.
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Ya, I sound old and unwilling to venture further. At this point in time, I don't need to or maybe I can't move anymore.
Rest, rest and rest. Seven more weeks to the next semester break.
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